The Silence in My Mind is Deafening

Write until something

comes out

starts making sense

just put the

words

on the

page

I'm enraged

because I can't

they won't come

so reluctant

like I used them

for my gain

pinned them down

made them tame

Seeking fame,

but I'm not -

the mere thought

makes me shake

shiver

people proud and reading?

I'd maybe rather die bleeding

blood

not ink

Never once did I think

the words wouldn't come

Numb.

Shock.

Writer's block.

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